NOW THAT IM 19, MY LIFE WOULD BE.....
AWESOMER EACH DAY.
WORD!
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TIL I HIT THE BIG 2
AND MY LIFE THEN WOULD BE....

So school has pretty much started since last week and today which was actually my second day at Tourism Academy Sentosa. I'm starting to get really sick of the travelling to school. journey. It's so far and facing the peak hour crowd in train. It's really energy draining despite such great school environment. Thats if I stay nearer but no. Not only that, my expenses are really high nowadays. Oh god, all the lunch at vivo (trust me the food in sentosa is rather pricey and it sucks big time! Pfft! All the boutiques that I'd die to get my hands on those clothes...rah!
Spooktacular was pretty fun but tiring for me as I had Culi before it. It's pretty spooky and my Havaianas broke which caused my moody feeling which ended up not as scary for me. Thank God puffy helped me to fix it back. It was a crazy night for all of us as we went in such a big group and eventually made "friends" with the wandering ghosts! BOX BOX! HAHAHA whose father was Raffles and is the Ancestor of the kuaytupat man. And that weird chinese bride that kept going around pointing and saying "you. you. you" which puzzled most of us like, yes what?!
I think we made fun of them way too much but yet its so fun, the oil man did scared me for awhile. Cause he looks really creepy, seriously. Overall, it was a good experience and we were out the entire night which I nearly died cause I did not get to sleep for one full day. Killer.. But enjoy the night with my old pals of Year 1. LOVE
And now, I shall catch up with my GG and head to bed for tomorrow's hardcore lectures day. Goodnight world.
& today I seem to have absolute zero courage to tell you what I've been wanting to get it out of me,
guess it no longer matters anymore. imy,bt it dsnt mtr 2u anw
Sometimes, I really do hate myself as a person, feeling all bothered about it. I mean yes, nobody is ever flawless as a whole. But there would be times when you would just hate the guts out of yourself for doing something so detestable that you're so convinced, you even assured yourself; "I'd definitely not be like this! How can anyone tolerate such kind of dreadful behaviour ". Having said that, I was hitting back at myself with stones, eating my own words. Is this human nature? I ask when it could be so avoidable IF I really stick by the principle of good conduct. But NO! I chose to led my inner self be led astray and take the bad bite. What should I do next? I just felt so pissed till I wanna just cry out loud like a 3 years old who does not care of being such a public irritant. THOU SHALT REFLECT !